The past week has been wonderful and challenging. Wonderful because the business side of my life is in the flow and I am so excited and blessed; Challenging because today my Dad is going in for a cardiac surgery and it is extremely high risk.
I have been filling my days with busy and work but in those quiet moments, the anxiety and fear creep in. Yesterday was his birthday and over the weekend we had a delicious dinner and got to sit out in the sunshine and laugh. My Dad has a great laugh.
I could tell for all of the celebration that he is nervous too. Doctors have told him that the surgery is a 30% survival rate since he is high risk. My own heart contracts and hurts when I think of that.
Prayer, mantras, support of friends have all been surrounding me and I know there is a legion of awesome lightworkers that are sending positive energy today. My rational brain knows this but the little girl inside of me is huddled and terrified that I might lose my Dad today.
A quiet presence has been walking with me since yesterday and has been so compelling that I wanted to share it. I have had some powerful and incredible experiences over the years with Angelic presences and the Archangels, but it was with some surprise that I saw the Archangel Sandalphon silently holding space for me starting yesterday. Many scholars and people experience Sandalphon as a male presence but I have always experienced HER as a female presence.
She is the twin to the Archangel Metatron and while he is the “Voice of God”, I have always seen Sandalphon as the Whisper of the Soul. She is associated the the Qabalistic sphere of Malkuth and has a calm, poNew DietNew Jobwerful energy that soothes every fear and anxiety. As I have been fluttering from one thing to the next, she is just there, holding a space that I can rest in and whispering reassuring prayers to my Soul. A burden has been lifted because when I feel as if I am sliding towards fear, Sandalphon is the touchstone that helps me stay positive.
Today, as I take my Dad into the hospital, I have an Archangel walking with me and I am ever so grateful.
Have you ever felt Angelic Presences? I would love to hear your experience below!
A picture of my Dad from this weekend with all of the Grandkids:
I hope your Dad did fine and don’t ever worry about anyone you love. All will always be protected am sure considering how in tune you are. I found your story because I too have known Sandalphon as female and was looking to see if anyone else had. Appears we may be the minority here but…. Check out Chakrasamvara and Vajrayogini sometime. Am sure those are alternate names for these twin Angels. Peace and love and never ever worry. You don’t get blessings and visitations like that without already having secured your place in heaven for anyone you love. Hope you dad was fine.
Vanessa – Thank you, love! And THANK YOU for the leads to the Goddesses 🙂 xo